Trying to figure out this life...

ahhhh i've been sitting here all day completely (and happily) convinced that it's friday... when to my horror i just realized it's still THURSDAY! GROSS! IDIOTS!!!!!! go build me a cake or something...

well the big day is here for the DMB fan community. Red Rocks ticket requests begin tonight at 7pm EST. ahhhh the drama!! the horror!!! will we? won't we? how much fun is it to be totally in debt forever and ever???

sat in the park on my lunch break, eating a banana from the bottom up in memory of david, listening to the avril cd i borrowed from brian. (what can i say? it's an avril kind of day!) anyway, so "i'm with you" comes on and i nearly laughed myself silly remembering that fateful dante concert (featuring some guy... ben... folder? folded? folds? ... not sure)
anyway, yeah at the dante show an avril look-alike walked by and yusef and i serenaded her... ("i'm with YOUOOOUUUUUU!!!!!!") it was sooooo funny.
...and remembering all this made me realize i'll never find a man that makes me laugh the way yusef does... or takes care of me the way brian and tomasz do... or understand the theraputic realities of obession the way micah does... perhaps my b-o-i-z are stopping me from meeting a b-o-y by being too wonderful.... just a thought!

~courtney

"Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are but
I... I'm with you"
~a.lavigne