forgive me, for i am born to be what i must be...

Rainy rainy day here in london… perfect for my mood!!!

Ha, just kidding, I’m actually in a really good mood. Very tired. Over-rested, I think. That is, too much sleep this week. Damn Judges day on Monday screwed up my whole system… I can’t believe it’s just now Thursday. Can we say, longest week EVER? I feel like it’s the week before Christmas or my birthday…. I’m just TOOOOOO impatient for next week to get here already for all the Damien Rice excitement!!!! :) when you float like a cannonball…

I “splurged” yesterday and bought the james blunt import single for ‘beautiful’… (it was a whooping £1.99) and I was amused to hear that the edit changes ‘f*cking high’ to ‘flying high’… doesn’t really have the same effect if you ask me. I know I’m on the slowboat, but I’m finally getting into tom mcrae… don’t think he’s quite the “legend” that mr. d. rice is, but he’s pretty f’in good. Made the tube ride in this morning quite nice.

Just finished a nice jacket potato from café pronto on carnaby street. love jacket potatos!!! Who’d have thought this weird English thing could be so good? Also, have become quite addicted to mine & david’s morning prêt run. Love the pretzels!! Will def miss prêt when I return to the states, but have heard there are prets in NYC, one more reason to visit.

Tomorrow’s the taste of London in regent’s park!!! Everyday I love my co-worker Martine more and more and more…. She has the best connections to everything you’d ever need. Free tickets to taste of London? Just ask Martine!!! Next week we’ll be attending a conference for events managers, and we’ve reserved places in a seminar called ‘how to make the most of personality differences’ hahahahahaha, considering that we have the world’s biggest personality problem working two desks away, martine and I felt we could use some free advice. I know that I am not the easiest person in the world to deal with, but good lord! canadians suck! (j/k nadine)

They’re putting the pressure on more and more each day for me to make a decision about extending my stay here in London. Ahhh… can’t decide! I know I’m depressed beyond belief about leaving London, but I also know I can’t wait to see my cats and selected friends back in the states. Mostly my cats though… (no offense to my friends, but you guys aren’t nearly as cuddly…. Not that I’d want to cuddle with most of you anyway) I digress….

I cannot believe that it’s already June 16th. My return flight to the US is two months from tomorrow. I just want to reach out and grab the world to stop time from marching on, because I’m not ready to enter the next phase of my life, whatever that may be…and I’m loving London too much to have this phase end so quickly.

~cfc

"if songs could kill,
this one's for you..."
~tom mcrae