I didn't think you had it in you...

finally back at home despite the fact that i am now homeless. :-/

cannot believe how much i missed london and everyone in it during my travels... luckily i got to catch up with just about everyone since returning saturday afternoon, but still i know realize how horrible it will be to leave for good. ugh.

so where to start? well, tues. the 19th my blood relatives finally got to meet my london family over fabulous italian at (where else?) ciao bella. then hit the road to amsterdam, then all over germany, prague, vienna, venice, rome, pisa, milan, bern (switzerland), paris, and normandy. ahhhh, no wonder why i was so ready to get back to london!

i left my heart in venice, it's just too amazing for words. LOVE italian men!! hot hot hot!!!! i was shocked at how fun paris was... so much dancing everywhere! all i could think about was tray-z and how our akward dancing would take the city by STORM!

(random outburst: it is so great to be back in the land of NORMAL keyboards!! well, more normal than french, italian, or german keybords, hehehe. ahhh i was going CRAZY trying to write emails in places where the "A" is hidden and the "?" is non-existant. seriously... so annoying. hahaha)

anyway, have lots of pictures, hopefully to be up soon. very stressed now that the countdown has begun to the day i jump back across the pond. overall it was a great trip but mostly just glad to be back and hopefully sort out the insanity that is my life.

my hero of all time, brian kelly, proved once again that he is the king of my world by cleaning up the mess that is my life. after a long day of taking in the sights of rome, i casually checked my email only to receive horrible news which was confirmed by a shockingly breezy voicemail. after getting over the shock of the red-hot knife in my back, i realized i would have to focus on my *real* friends and began making the frantic phone calls to the melrose place crew. brian immediately jumped into action, and he and sir michael kindly did the dirty work in london so i was able to enjoy the rest of my holiday in peace. words cannot express how truly amazing some people can be.

so now i'm a transient! woo hoo!!! making my way around the rooms at melrose place, and hopefully imposing on nicola, rebecca, and helen as well! here i come, friends! ready or not!! :) :) :) hehehe.

also back at the medical futures ranch. woo.... hoo??....

~cfc

"I thought I knew you
But I've got a new view
I thought I knew you well..
oh well."
~n.d.